什么？ What?
您说什么？ What did you say?
永生 Eternal life.
他妈的滚开！ Fuck off!
你疯了 You're crazy.
你还没明白呢 You've yet to understand it.
你他妈的在开玩笑吗？ Are you fucking kidding?
你把所有东西都卖了吗？ Have you sold everything?
嗯 差不多了 Well, almost.
PS4游戏机怎么样？卖给我吧 What about the PS4 console? Sell it to me.
不 那要跟我一起走 No, that's coming with me.
我认识很多像你这样的人 I know a lot of guys like you,
离开城市到山上去的人 who leave the city for the mountains.
但迟早 But sooner or later,
他们会爬回来的 they will come crawling back.
为什么？ Why?
操 他们的钱会用完的 这就是原因 Fuck, they will run out of money, that's why.
就像我说的 你还没明白呢 Like I said, you've yet to understand it.
他妈的没什么好理解的 There's fucking nothing to understand.
先生 请从我这里买点东西 Sir, please buy something from me.
我知道你这样的人怎么想的 I know how guys like you think.
…爵士 Sir…
相信永生 Believing in eternal life,
寻找生命的意义 searching for life's purpose,
存在的意义 the meaning of existence,
相信某种神或神 trusting in some kind of god or deity,
追随着某种邪教运动 following some cult movement.
在僵局中 In the deadlock,
塞尔维亚队长科拉罗夫 Serbia's Captain, Kolarov,
一记漂亮的任意球助攻 stepped up with a beautiful free-kick.
塞尔维亚球迷已经站起来了！ And the Serbian fans are on their feet!
这就是你一直在想的 不是吗？ That's all you ever think about, isn't it?
你想说什么就说什么 You can say whatever you want.
你在这个时代怎么会迷信呢？ How can you be superstitious in this day and age?
Thiện！ Thiện!
你一直都很安静 You've been so quiet.
你说点什么吧 Say something.
信仰的存在是模棱两可的 The existence of faith is ambiguous.
你跟他一模一样！ You are just like him!
我想相信 但我不能 I want to believe, but I can't.
我试着找了很多次 但我的头脑拖了我的后腿 I've tried searching for it many times, but my mind holds me back.
停止播放!足够了! Stop! That's enough!
你好 您尝过我们的生啤了吗？ Hello. Have you tried our draft beer?
我在推销我的啤酒 I'm promoting De Me beer.
我想让你尝尝我们的新IPA 巴和 And I'd like to offer a taste of our new IPA, Ba Hoa.
-巴哈？-是的 - Ba Hoa? - Yes.
我有自己的饮料 I have my own drink.
我们的是由三种花卉组合而成的 Ours is made from a combination of three florals.
你会享受到它的李子香气和标志性的苦味 You're going to enjoy its plumeria aroma and signature bitter taste.
为什么不尝试一下呢？ Why not give it a try?
如果你喜欢 我就跟你做交易 If you like it, I'll make you deal.
下雨了! It's raining!
天哪! Oh, my God!
快来看 有个孩子 Come see, there's a child.
真奇怪 How strange.
两辆摩托车相撞 Two motorcycles collided.
这名男子当场死亡 The man died instantly.
这名妇女受了重伤 The woman was badly injured.
但是骑着枕头的孩子站起来就像什么都没发生过一样 But the kid riding pillion got up like nothing happened.
甚至一点划痕都没有 Not even a scratch.
你开始像我一样思考了 You're starting to think like me.
先生 这是您的芒果 Sir, here's your mango.
谢谢 Thanks.
我查过了 1号房现在有空 I've checked, and number 1 is available now.
但是请再等十分钟11号 But please wait another ten minutes for number 11.
没事的我们回房间等 It's all right. We'll go wait in our rooms.
好的先生.我去给你准备好 All right, sir. I'll get them ready for you.
你呢 先生？有什么特殊要求吗？ How about you, sir? Any special requests?
号 No.
如果没有别的事 先生们 请上楼 If there's nothing else, sirs, please head upstairs.
我去安排按摩师 I'll arrange for the masseuses.
- 当然 给我们五分钟 - 当然了 - Sure, give us five minutes. - Of course.
你好 Hello.
你是谭吗？ Are you Tâm?
号 No.
我一定是搞错了 I must be mistaken.
请躺下 Please lie down.
你的电话响了 我帮你拿吧？ Your phone is ringing. Shall I get it for you?
不用了 No need.
你不接是因为是你女朋友吗？ You're not answering because it's your girlfriend?
上帝在召唤 God is calling.
上帝？ God?
是我的客户 It's my client.
那么 今天 我的上帝想要硬的还是软的？ So, today, does my god want it hard or soft?
介于两者之间 Somewhere in between.
上帝卡住了吗？ Is God stuck?
让我帮你吧 Let me help you.
你能让他接电话吗？家里有急事 Can you ask him to answer the call? It's a family emergency.
先生 你的朋友坚持要你接电话 Sir, your friend insists you answer the phone.
- 我帮你拿吧？- 好吧 - Shall I get it for you? - Okay.
- 师恩叔叔！- 是啊 - Uncle Thiện! - Yeah.
你感觉怎么样？ How are you feeling?
- 疼吗？- 我觉得这里很痛 - Does it hurt? - I feel pain over here.
让我看看 Let me take a look.
哎哟！ Ouch!
没事的 It's okay.
这瘀伤几天后就会好的 This bruise will heal in a few days.
我妈妈在哪？ Where is my mom?
好吧... Well…
你妈妈就在我们楼下 Your mom's one floor below us.
我想见她 I want to see her.
护士不允许 The nurse won't allow it.
我想见我妈妈 I want to see my mom.
让我见我妈妈！ Let me see my mom!
看好了 Watch this.
这是哪张卡？ Which card is this?
黑色的两个 一二 The black two. One, two.
三！ Three!
那这个呢 What about this?
一 二 三 四 五 六 七 One, two, three, four, five, six, seven.
红色7 The red seven.
这个呢？ What about this one?
- 国王... -瑞德 - The king of… - Red.
不 黑咖啡 No, black.
我弄错了 是黑色的 I got it wrong. It's black.
听着 Look.
你好 我在听 Hello, I'm listening.
是的 Yes.
我快好了 I'm almost done.
我在处理最后的细节 I'm taking care of the final details.
是啊 Yeah.
好吧 Okay.
明天早上好吗 Tomorrow morning, okay?
大概早上七点 About 7:00 a.m.
这些是死者的遗物 These are the belongings of the deceased.
患者因多处损伤和脑损伤入院 The patient was admitted with multiple injuries and brain damage.
她的死亡是由于没有得到足够快的照顾 Her death was due to not getting care fast enough.
这是验尸报告 This is the autopsy report.
请阅读并在下一页签名 Please read it and sign on the next page.
你和死者是什么关系？ What is your relationship with the deceased?
我嫂子是我嫂子 Hạnh is my sister-in-law.
把这个装满然后在下面签名 剩下的交给我 Fill this up and sign below. I'll take care of the rest.
两杯Banh Mi 谢谢 Two banh mi, please.
一共是30,000盾 That'll be 30,000 dong.
给你 Here you go.
请给我一张Viettel 50电话充值卡 A Viettel 50 phone top-up card, please.
特隆 Trung.
我已经处理了所有的程序和文书工作 包括货车 I've taken care of all the procedures and paperwork, including the van.
我雇了一家私人公司 I hired a private service.
这要便宜得多 It was much cheaper.
我们会在家里解决的 We'll settle it at home.
Đạo很好 Đạo's fine.
嗯 Yeah.
我得走了 Got to go.
这些是传统的婚礼蛋糕 These are traditional wedding cakes.
关于夫妻之间的爱有各种各样的民间传说 There are various folklores about the love shared between husband and wife,
祝福这对新婚夫妇 each blessing the newlyweds
保持忠诚和关爱 to stay loyal and loving.
在这里我们有茶和酒作为祖先祭坛的供品 Here we have tea and wine as offerings for the ancestral altar,
这样祖先们才能见证这一仪式 so that the ancestors witness the ceremony
祝福这对夫妇 and bless the couple.
我们祈祷 We pray
他们会同意我们 that they will grant us
一场喜庆的仪式 a favorable and joyous ceremony.
这是一只公鸡和一些红色糯米 Here is a rooster with some red sticky rice.
大米的粘性象征着 The stickiness of the rice symbolizes
永恒的纽带和相互理解的… the everlasting bond and mutual understanding…
-让开！-…在这对新婚夫妇之间 - Move aside! - …between the newlyweds.
女士们先生们, Ladies and gentlemen,
一只烤猪 a roasted pig,
为这对新人祈福 致富致富 to bless the couple with wealth and prosperity
对于即将降临的婴儿来说 and for a baby soon to come.
这是一只公鸡和一些红色糯米 Here is a rooster with some red sticky rice.
大米的粘性象征着 The stickiness of the rice symbolizes
…之间的永恒纽带和相互理解 the everlasting bond and mutual understanding between…
Thiện！ Thiện!
我能借你的水壶用一下吗？ Can I borrow your kettle?
好的 Sure.
我很快就会还给你 I'll return it soon.
Thiện.叔叔 Uncle Thiện.
嘿 Thiện叔叔！ Hey, Uncle Thiện!
妈妈什么时候回家？ When is Mom coming home?
她什么时候回来 Thiện叔叔？ When is she coming back, Uncle Thiện?
继续睡吧 Go back to sleep.
她到的时候我会叫醒你的 I'll wake you when she arrives.
请不要关门 Please don't close the door.
好吧 Okay.
我会帮你妈妈开门的 I'll keep the door open for your mom.
最后一封信也是匿名信 上面写着 The last letter is also anonymous, which says,
“你好 我写信是想把我的想法传达给一位朋友 "Hello, I am writing to send my thoughts to a friend,
“从现在开始我不会再和他住在一起了 "who from now on I will no longer live with,
“一起闲聊或一起吃饭 "gossip with or eat meals with.
“你是这样的人 不仅是我 "You are the kind of person that not only me
但任何认识你的人都会喜欢你 "but anyone who knows you will like you.
“你说话的方式让别人想和你交朋友 "The way you talk makes others want to be friends with you.
“你安慰别人的方式让人感觉很温暖 "The way you comfort others feels so warm.
“你和我有几年是在同一个班级 "You and I were in the same class for a few years.
“我以前都叫你‘爸爸’ ” "I used to call you 'Dad.'"
死亡的时刻是永恒幸福的时刻 THE MOMENT OF DEATH IS THAT OF ETERNAL HAPPINESS
请起立 Please rise.
亲爱的兄弟姐妹们 上帝把我们带到了这个世界上 Dear brothers and sisters, God brought us into this world,
当我们离开时 我们将回到他的身边 and it is Him whom we shall return to when we depart.
棺材的合上提醒我们 The closing of the casket reminds us
Teresa NGuyễn ThịHạnh已经离开了这个世俗的住所 that Teresa Nguyễn Thị Hạnh has departed from this worldly dwelling.
我们仰望上帝 祈祷她会 We look to God and pray she will be
在他的天堂国度与他重逢 reunited with Him in His heavenly kingdom.
我亲爱的兄弟姐妹们： My dear brothers and sisters,
在我们尘世的形态中 in our earthly form,
我们在肉体和精神之间左右为难 we are torn between our flesh and spirit.
精神可能是愿意的 但肉体是软弱的 The spirit may be willing but the flesh is weak.
我知道Hạnh有一个坚定的信念 I know Hạnh possessed a strong faith.
我记得几年前 I remember a few years ago,
她让我为她祈祷 she asked me to pray for her.
她怀着她的第一个孩子六个月 She was six months pregnant with her first child.
做完超声波检查后 医生说婴儿没有四肢 After the sonogram, the doctor said the baby had no limbs
并建议她堕胎 and advised her to have an abortion.
当她来到我身边时 她哭得很厉害 When she came to me, she was crying profusely.
她告诉我她已经准备好迎接孩子了 She told me she was ready to welcome the baby
不管它的状况如何 regardless of its condition.
这就是Hạnh的信仰 That was the faith of Hạnh.
一种可以与圣母玛利亚相媲美的信仰 A faith comparable to that of the Virgin Mary.
伯4看哪、是耶和华的仆人 "Behold, the Lord's servant.
“愿你照你的话向我成就 ” "May it be done to me according to your word."
来 让我帮你洗手 Come, let me wash your hands.
我可以骑自行车吗？ Can I ride the bicycle?
勇敢点儿 Go for it.
上车吧 Hop on.
一切都好吗？ All good?
这只公鸡打了多少场仗？ How many battles has this rooster fought?
这不是一只斗鸡 This is not a fighting rooster.
这是一只诱饵公鸡 It's a bait rooster.
你是什么意思？ What do you mean?
你看 它看起来像一只红色的丛林鸟 You see, it looks like a red junglefowl.
它有一个白色的耳垂 一把梳子 五颜六色的羽毛 It has a white earlobe, a single comb, colorful feathers.
我们用它来引诱其他红色丛林鸟 We use it to lure other red junglefowl.
顺便问一下 Hạnh的葬礼花费了多少钱？ By the way, how much did Hạnh's funeral cost?
程序费是200万美元 The procedural fee was two million.
灵车和葬礼服装不包括在医院套餐中 The hearse and funeral clothing were not included in the hospital package.
总数达到了1600万 It added up to 16 million.
帮我拿着 我会拿到钱的 Hold it for me. I'll get the money.
特隆！ Trung!
是? Yes?
让我们平摊费用吧 Let's share the cost equally.
你已经帮了我很多了 我来处理这件事 You've already helped me a lot. I'll take care of this.
没关系的 It's okay.
塔姆不在附近 Tâm isn't around.
让我帮你一把 Let me give you a hand.
好吧 Okay.
这是800万美元 Here's eight million.
你今天下午有空吗？ Are you free this afternoon?
我打算带Đạo去某个地方 I'm planning to take Đạo out somewhere.
你还记得那个为Hạnh准备裹尸布的老人吗？ Do you remember the old man who prepared Hạnh's burial shroud?
那个留着灰白胡子的老人 The old man with a grey beard.
不怎么有意思 Not really.
我希望你能给他一些钱 I was hoping you could give him some money.
我试着付钱给他 但他拒绝了 说我们就像一家人 I tried to pay him but he refused, saying we're like family.
你是个陌生人 也许他会从你这里拿走 You're a stranger, maybe he'll take it from you.
请代我给他两百万 Please give him two million on my behalf.
他的名字是什么？ What's his name?
L先生ưu. Mr. Lưu.
他又老又孤单 He's old and alone.
他只有一份遮遮掩掩的工作 但他不会要我的钱 He only has this shrouding job, but he wouldn't take my money.
Đạo！ Đạo!
你想喂鸡吗？ Do you want to feed the chickens?
到这儿来 Come here.
这里 Here.
把这些放进笼子里 Put these in the cage.
这个也是 This one too.
那是谁的 特隆？ Whose is that, Trung?
我父亲的 过去的 My father's, from the old days.
它看起来很破旧 但发动机仍然完好无损 It looks run-down but the engine is still intact.
还保留着记忆吗？ Still holds memories?
那时候 他常常带我去任何地方 Back then, he used to take me everywhere on it.
我时不时地打扫一下 I clean it every now and then.
如果你愿意 你可以随意使用它 Feel free to use it if you want.
-Trung.-什么事？ - Trung. - Yes?
L先生ưu住在哪里？ Where does Mr. Lưu live?
还记得沿着稻田走下去的路吗？ Remember the way down the paddy field?
沿着这条小路走 你会看到第六街 Follow the path and you'll see 6th Street.
将会有一群木制房屋 随便问谁都行 There'll be a cluster of wooden houses. Just ask anyone.
大家都知道L先生ưu Everybody knows Mr. Lưu.
好吧 Okay.
Đạo！ Đạo!
想跟我一起去吗？ Want to tag along?
我要和叔叔一起去 I'm going with Uncle.
Thiện！ Thiện!
等一等 Hold on.
把这个头盔戴上 Put this helmet on.
我父亲爱我 因为我长得像我母亲 My father loves me Because I look like my mother
我妈妈爱我 因为我长得像我爸爸 My mother loves me Because I look like my father
我们家每个人都相亲相爱 Everyone loves one another in our family
当我们分开时 我们彼此思念 We miss each other when we're apart
当我们在一起时 我们会笑 We laugh when we're together
这首歌是谁教你的？ Who taught you this song?
我的老师教我的 My teachers taught me.
打扰一下 请问Lưu先生住在哪里？ Excuse me, where does Mr. Lưu live?
在那边 沿着那条路往下走 Over there, follow that way down.
三只小水牛！ Three baby buffalo!
L先生ưu的家 Mr. Lưu's house.
Thiện叔叔 让我和那些朋友一起玩吧 Uncle Thiện, let me play with those friends.
好了 你可以走了 All right, you can go.
L先生ưu！ Mr. Lưu!
你好 Hello.
你是谁？ Who are you?
我是Thiện Hạnh的妹夫 I'm Thiện, Hạnh's brother-in-law.
-请进 -谢谢你. - Please come in. - Thank you.
请问您住哪儿？ Where do you live?
我的老房子离Phan BộI Chau学校很近 My old house was close to Phan Bội Châu school.
但它被卖了 But it was sold.
你为什么要把它卖了？ Why did you sell it?
我的父母移民到了美国 My parents migrated to the States.
我去了西贡生活 I went to live in Saigon.
L先生ưu. Mr. Lưu.
这是一些钱 用来照顾Hạnh Here's some money for taking care of Hạnh.
我已经告诉Trung我不会收费了 I already told Trung I wouldn't charge.
这是我能为邻居们做的最起码的事 我不拿任何人的钱 It's the least I can do for the neighbors. I don't take anyone's money.
我的孩子们有时会抱怨我的工作太辛苦了 My children sometimes complain that my job is too strenuous.
但如果我辞职了 谁来接替我？ But if I quit, who'll replace me?
你什么时候回西贡？ When will you go back to Saigon?
也许下周初吧 Maybe early next week.
我会和我的家人多呆几天 为Hạnh祈祷 I'll stay with my family a few more days to pray for Hạnh.
Hạnh的丈夫几年前就离开了 他回来了吗？ Hạnh's husband left years ago. Has he returned?
还没 Not yet.
他为什么要离开？ Why did he leave?
我真的不知道 I don't really know.
你在哪里学的裹尸布？ Where did you learn shrouding?
在西贡的军事医学院 At the military medical school in Saigon.
三个月了 For three months.
然后 我被分配到Dục Mỹ镇 Then, I was assigned to Dục Mỹ town.
我们的单位位于Dục Mỹ Our unit was located in Dục Mỹ.
我们去客厅吧 Let's go to the living room.
一旦我完成了我的医学课程 Once I completed my medical course,
我被分配到 I was assigned
至Dục Mỹ单位 林Sơn. to the unit in Dục Mỹ, Lam Sơn.
我在那里接受了备战训练 I was trained there to prepare for battle.
我的第一次战斗是在Vũng Rôlefield My first battle was at Vũng Rô battlefield.
这场比赛异常激烈 It was incredibly fierce.
我们有三个营进行了三天三夜的战斗 We had three battalions fighting over three days and three nights.
我们不得不撤军 We had to withdraw our troops.
我们的战略造成了大量人员伤亡 Our strategy resulted in a lot of casualties.
我只知道打架 Fighting is all I've known.
这就是为什么有时我觉得 That's why sometimes I feel
我应该回去打仗了 I should return to combat.
从那以后 我再也不需要别的东西了 I've never needed anything else ever since.
甚至连钱都没有 Not even money.
钱只是尘埃 不是吗？ Money is merely dust, isn't it?
我战斗到最后一滴血 I fought until the last drop of blood.
在某种程度上 这份工作现在给了我一些意义 In a way, this job now gives me some meaning.
所以我很好 So I'm fine.
战斗到痛苦的最后一刻是一种荣誉 It was an honor to fight till the bitter end.
尽管我们要求装甲车和大炮 Although we requested armored vehicles and artillery
为了与越共作战 to fight the Viet Cong,
我们不能打败他们 we couldn't defeat them
因为他们的部队扎营在石洞里 because their units were encamped within the stone caves.
他们很容易就把我们击落了 They shot us down easily.
这是一场单方面的战斗 夺去了我们许多人的生命 It was a one-sided fight and cost us many lives.
但我不得不打这场硬仗 But I had to fight that tough battle.
我以为这会很简单 I assumed it would be straightforward.
谁知道它会持续三天三夜呢？ Who knew it would last three days and nights?
我们前进了 然后被迫撤退 We advanced, then were forced to retreat
在Hốc NHôm村 现在称为Vũng Rô. at Hốc Nhôm village, now called Vũng Rô.
我们试图进一步前进 但徒劳无功 We tried in vain to advance further.
我们最终撤退到大本营 We ended up retreating to the base camp
并为普扬沿线的其他单位提供掩护 and providing cover for other units along Phú Yên.
当有人死亡时 部队会将身体归还给家人 When someone died, the unit returned the body to the family
并为阵亡者举行了葬礼 and held a funeral for the fallen.
家属们不得不处理他们自己的悲痛 The family members had to deal with their own grief.
随着战斗的继续 As the fighting carried on,
我们预见到它持续的时间越长 we foresaw that the longer it lasted,
情况就会变得越不稳定 the more precarious the situation would become.
但我们不得不继续战斗 But we had to keep on fighting.
我们都是新来的 We were all fresh recruits.
新手们！ Greenhorns!
我们已经穿了三年零六个月零三天的制服 We had already spent three years, six months and three days in uniform
我们拿到退伍令的时候 by the time we got our discharge orders.
退伍后 我回到了家 留在了那里 After my discharge, I returned home and stayed there.
那是二月 It was February.
我从2月份一直呆到… I stayed from February until…
3月、4月… March, April…
直到8月 8个月 Until August, eight months.
八个月后 他们邀请我再次参军 After eight months, they asked me to join the military again.
我所在的单位给了我一个职位 但我谢绝了 My unit offered me a position, but I declined.
我直接去找了警察 I went straight to the police instead.
如果你以前参过军 重新入伍并不是强制性的 It's not mandatory to re-enlist if you've been in the military before.
战争仍在继续 但事实上 战斗并没有那么可怕 The war was ongoing, but in truth, fighting is not that scary.
显然 如果你失业了 Obviously, if you were unemployed,
你逃脱不了征兵 you couldn't escape the draft.
我觉得我做了正确的选择 I felt I made the right choice.
当时 我真的很挣扎 At that time, I really struggled.
我几乎不是… I was barely…
二十二、二十三岁 22, 23 years old.
如果我们签约服役 至少需要六个月的时间 If we signed up for service, it was for six months minimum.
当我做某事时 我会全力以赴 When I do something, I give it my all,
所以我知道我会被困在战争中 so I knew I'd be stuck in the war.
我要求加入警察队伍 I asked to join the police instead.
作为一名退伍军人 他们同意招募我为一名警察 Being a former soldier, they agreed to recruit me as a police officer.
战斗是血腥的 The battles were bloody.
有很多受害者 There were many victims.
即使作为一名警察 我也经常被要求战斗 Even as a police officer, I was frequently asked to fight.
我们不得不这么做 We had to.
L先生ưu！ Mr. Lưu!
你好 我怎样帮助你呢？ Hello. How can I help you?
明天我们将庆祝我的长子的命名仪式 Tomorrow we will celebrate the naming ceremony of my firstborn.
请加入我们的行列 Please join us.
-几点？-中午12点 - At what time? - 12:00 p.m.
当然 我明天会来的 Sure, I'll come by tomorrow.
谢谢 Thank you.
…乘客们感觉就像走进了另一个世界 …passengers feel like they're stepping into another world.
对于他们中的许多人来说 他们在这列火车上的时间真的很宝贵 For many of them, their time on this train is really precious
因为他们想体验火车上提供的设施 because they want to experience the facilities provided on the train.
这列火车有一个舒适的木质内饰 带有复古的设计 The train has a cozy wooden interior with a vintage design.
窗户被设计成看起来像画框 The windows were designed to look like the frames of paintings.
画的是外面的风景 乘客… The paintings are the landscape outside. Passengers…
Thiện！ Thiện!
…可以在途中停下来欣赏风景 …can stop on the way to enjoy the landscape.
一切… Everything…
是? Yes?
…专门为火车设计的 从座椅、照明到其他内部设计 …specifically for the train, from seats, lighting to other interiors
设计为欧亚混合风格的… are designed in a European-Asian mixed style…
嗯 我有一些我在军队时的证书 Well, I have some certificates from my time in the army.
这是出院证明 This is the Certificate of Discharge.
这是新入职警察的入境证 This is the entry certificate for freshly recruited policemen.
这是一份外表和服兵役宣言 This is a Declaration of Appearance and Military Service.
这些天 没有人注意到这类论文 These days, no one pays attention to these kinds of papers.
没人提起这件事 因为这像是个秘密 Nobody brings it up because it's like a secret.
军队行为评价证 Certificate for Conduct Evaluation in the army.
看看这个 Look at this.
“Phan Trọng Thiện中校 "Lieutenant Colonel Phan Trọng Thiện,
“步兵第47部队指挥官 "the Commanding Officer of the 47th Unit of the Infantry,
“确认NGuyễn Văn Lưu 出生于Bắc宁省 "confirms that Nguyễn Văn Lưu, born in Bắc Ninh Province,
“加入了警队 ” "joined the force."
这是一件重要的艺术品 This is an important artefact.
如果我去世了 这些文件需要烧掉 If I pass away, these papers need to be burned.
我的情人是VũThịHồng My lover was Vũ Thị Hồng.
她在那边 She's over there.
VũThịHồng. Vũ Thị Hồng.
我已经让它保持原样了 I've left it as it is.
第47步兵部队的每个人都在这张照片中 Everyone from the 47th Infantry Unit is in this photo.
第47步兵部队 The 47th Infantry Unit.
他们是我的父母 These were my parents.
那时我还是个孩子 I was still a kid.
他们已经去世了 They've passed away.
这是我和法国人让·卡辛主教的合影 This is me with Bishop Jean Cassaigne, a Frenchman.
这就是在Vũng Rú战役中击中我的子弹 And this is the bullet that struck me during the Vũng Rô battle.
让我想想 Let me see.
战争的礼物 The gift of war.
上帝保佑我 让我活到今天 I am blessed, God has kept me alive till today.
看看子弹是怎么扎进我的肋骨的 Look at how the bullet lodged in my rib.
现在 它就像一道伤疤一样继续存在 Now it lives on as a scar.
第一个悲伤的谜团 花园里的痛苦 The first sorrowful mystery, the agony in the garden.
我们请求宽恕 We ask for forgiveness.
我们在天上的父 愿人尊你的名为圣 Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name.
愿你的王国降临 Thy kingdom come.
愿你的旨意行在地上 如同行在天上 Thy will be done on Earth as it is in heaven.
今天给我们日常的食物吧 Give us this day our daily bread
宽恕我们的罪过 and forgive us our trespasses
就像我们原谅那些冒犯我们的人一样 as we forgive those who trespass against us.
使我们不受试探 却救我们脱离邪恶 And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
万福玛利亚 充满恩典 主与你同在 Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
你在女人中是有福的 Blessed art thou among women
耶稣 你腹中的果子是有福的 and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
圣母玛利亚 为我们这些罪人祈祷 Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners,
现在和我们死亡的时刻 now and at the hour of our death.
圣母玛利亚 为我们这些罪人祈祷… Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners…
荣耀归给圣父、圣子和圣灵 Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit,
起初是这样 现在是 将来也是 世界永无止境 as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end.
阿门 Amen.
我们希望 以仁慈的上帝的名义 We hope, in the name of merciful God,
让特蕾莎的灵魂永远安息 that Teresa's soul may forever rest in peace,
与伟大的喜悦一起见证上帝的光明面孔 witnessing the bright face of God with great joy.
阿门 Amen.
看看我的手 Look at my hand.
-这是什么颜色？-红色！ - What color is this? - Red!
黄色 Yellow.
绿色 Green.
恐龙住在哪里 叔叔？ Where do the dinosaurs live, Uncle?
它们已经灭绝了 They are extinct.
“灭绝”是什么意思？ What does "extinct" mean?
这意味着它们不再存在于地球上 It means they do not exist on Earth anymore.
所以他们死了 对吗 叔叔？ So they died, right, Uncle?
是 Yes.
现在去睡觉吧 Now go to sleep.
我不困 I'm not sleepy.
向我展示更多的魔力 Show me some more magic.
这里 看着我的手 Here, look at my hand.
你听到什么了吗？ Do you hear anything?
不是的 No.
是铃声！ It's a bell!
这还不是全部 That's not all.
起立 Stand up.
去柜子里 Go to the cabinet.
把铃铛拿去 Take the bell.
看看这个 Look at this.
按下它 Ring it.
说“水” Say "water."
水! Water!
按门铃 Ring the bell.
我们去睡觉吧 Let's go to bed.
该睡觉了 Time to sleep.
我来吹灭蜡烛 I'll blow the candle out.
好吧 Okay.
Thiện.叔叔 Uncle Thiện.
Thiện叔叔！ Uncle Thiện!
那是什么？ What is it?
天堂在哪里 叔叔？ Where is heaven, Uncle?
天堂… Heaven…
是一个非常美丽的地方 is a really beautiful place.
只有好人才能进去 Only good people can enter.
那么 什么是信仰 叔叔？ So, what is faith, Uncle?
你为什么这么问？ Why do you ask?
因为牧师说我妈妈有一个坚定的信仰 Because the priest said that my mom had a strong faith.
信仰也是我一直在寻找的 Faith is also what I'm searching for.
它的形状是什么？ What is its shape?
它没有形式 It has no form.
没有表格？ No form?
你曾经把你的玩具借给同学吗？ Have you ever lent your toys to a classmate?
是 Yes.
你认为你的朋友会把它还给你吗？ And did you think that your friend would give it back?
当然了! Of course!
你为什么会这么想？ Why did you think so?
因为… Because…
我知道我的朋友是个好人 I know my friend is a good person.
信仰就是这样的 Faith is a little bit like that.
足够了 That's enough.
我们去睡觉吧 Let's go to sleep.
Thiện叔叔 我想妈妈了 Uncle Thiện, I miss Mom.
你妈妈 Your mom
现在是在天堂了 is in heaven now.
你能带我去天堂看妈妈吗？ Can you take me to heaven to see Mom?
是 Yes.
总有一天 Someday.
现在睡吧 Now sleep.
当时他被出卖了 At the time He was betrayed
心甘情愿地投入到他的激情中 and entered willingly into His passion,
他拿起面包 表示感谢 He took bread, gave thanks,
把它弄碎 递给他的门徒说 broke it, gave it to His disciples and said,
“你们所有人都拿着 吃吧 "Take this, all of you, and eat it.
“因为这是我的身体 "For this is my body
“这是为你而放弃的 ” "which has been given up for you."
自从搬到西贡后 Since moving to Saigon,
我很少有机会回家 I've rarely had opportunities to come home.
很多事情都发生了变化 A lot has changed.
你怎么在这儿？ Why are you here?
我在附近的一所学校教孩子们 I teach kids at a school nearby.
在教堂后面的教区？ At the parish behind the church?
不是的 No.
葬礼弥撒时 我坐在后面 I sat at the back during the funeral mass.
简直不敢相信我的眼睛 Could hardly believe my eyes.
我差点把你认错人了 I almost mistook you for someone else.
正确的 Right.
顺便说一句 … By the way…
有件事我很好奇 There's something I'm curious about.
你为什么要进修道院？ Why did you enter the convent?
打扰一下 我得去帮帮这对姐妹 Excuse me, I have to help the sisters.
他们在等我 They are waiting for me.
我想道歉 I want to apologize.
我不是说… I didn't mean…
冒犯了你 to offend you.
关于您的选择… Regarding your choice…
我想向你表示祝贺 I'd like to congratulate you.
谢谢 Thank you.
你的行头 Your outfit,
它很可爱 it's lovely.
正确的 Right.
Well… Well…
我这就得走了 I have to go now.
好吧 Okay.
THảo！ Thảo!
你在哪所学校教书？ Which school do you teach at?
这是吉娅·L的家 It's Gia Lành Home.
那是在去迪林麻风医院的路上吗？ Is that on the way to Di Linh Leprosarium?
是 Yes.
我知道那个地方 I know the place.
第三次是魅力所在 Third time's the charm.
我终于抓到你了 I finally got you.
看 它至少有一公斤重 Look, it must weigh at least a kilo.
我正在为客人们准备一场盛宴 I'm planning a feast for the guests.
今晚是祈祷的最后一天 Tonight marks the last day of prayer.
只是这还不够 Just this is not enough.
待会儿我会在市场上买些别的东西 I'll buy something else at the market later.
帮我拿着公鸡 Hold the rooster for me.
抓紧了 Hold it tight.
你今天早上为什么醒得这么早？ Why did you wake up so early this morning?
我也不知道原因 I don't know why.
我一直在凌晨3点醒来 I've been waking up at 3:00 a.m.
一定是在葬礼上 It must be the funeral
扰乱你的生物钟 messing with your body clock.
这已经持续了几个月了 It's been going on for months.
在这个时候 At this hour,
我感觉很奇怪 I feel strange.
来 拿着这个 这对你来说会更容易些 Here, hold this one. It'll be easier for you.
它和人类很相似 It's familiar with humans.
大约在那个时候 Around that time,
我听到一个声音 I hear a voice.
像…一样 Like…
一些来自我内心的东西 Something that comes from within me,
一遍一遍地重复 repeating over and over again.
你看过医生吗？ Have you seen a doctor?
是 Yes.
医生怎么说？ What did the doctor say?
由于过度工作而导致的慢性疲劳综合症 Chronic fatigue syndrome due to overwork.
Thiện Thiện,
我不认为塔姆是为了别的女人离开的 I don't think Tâm left for another woman,
就像人们说闲话一样 like people gossiped about.
有件事 There's something
大多数人都不知道塔姆 most people don't know about Tâm.
塔姆上过神学院 Tâm attended seminary.
在洞察的过程中 他的精神之父建议他转而追求婚姻 During discernment, his spiritual father advised him to pursue marriage instead.
老实说 我不能理解这种神圣意志的想法 Honestly, I can't wrap my head around this idea of divine will.
这是相互矛盾的 It's conflicting.
“上帝所结合的 任何人都不能分开 ” "What God has joined together let no man separate."
但他把T？m叫走了 But He called Tâm away
并把Hạnh带回了天堂 and took Hạnh back to heaven.
也许他对未来的Đạo有一个神圣的目的 Maybe He has a divine purpose for Đạo in the future.
让我留着吧 Let me keep it.
Thiện. Thiện.
你不一定非得去市场 You don't have to go to the market.
我要去湖边钓鱼 I'll go fishing at the lake.
今晚会有足够的食物 There'll be enough food for tonight.
正确的 好的 Right. All right.
愿上帝保佑我们的爱 直到今天 直到永远 May the Lord bless our love today and forever.
我想知道 I wonder
如果上帝今天还存在的话 if God still exists today.
你为什么这么问？ Why do you ask?
如果上帝存在 If God exists,
一位善良而全能的上帝 a good and almighty God,
他不会让这样的事情发生的 He wouldn't let something like this happen.
我们把一切都托付给上帝的仁慈 We entrust everything to God's mercy.
我相信一切都是上帝的安排 I believe that everything is God's plan.
你冷吗？ Are you cold?
您说找谁？ Who are you looking for?
我想见见这里的首席修女 I'd like to meet the head nun here.
我能问一下为什么吗？ May I ask what for?
我昨晚预约了 I made an appointment last night.
我想让我的侄子在这里报到 I would like to enroll my nephew here.
我明白了 欢迎 请进 I see. Please come in.
谢谢 Thank you.
白色 蛋黄 In white, in yolks
变成喙 变成脚 Into beaks, into feet
一只小小的喙 A tiny little beak
小小的脚 Tiny little feet
闪闪发光的黄色羽毛 Gleaming yellow feathers
明亮的黑眼睛 Bright black eyes
哦 小鸡 Oh, little chick
我非常爱你 I love you so much
让我们穿上你的凉鞋吧 Let's put on your sandals.
我们走吧 Let's go.
快点绕圈 跳好舞 好吗？ Go round fast in a circle and dance well, okay?
镇静些! Calm down!
站成四排！ Stand in four rows!
镇静些! Calm down!
-打个招呼 -你好 妹妹. - Say hello. - Hello, sister.
你也好啊 Hello to you too.
有几个班级 Thảo？ How many classes are there, Thảo?
现在我们有113个孩子被分成四个班级 Now we have 113 kids divided into four classes.
大多数孩子都是克荷族少数民族？ Most of the kids are K'ho ethnic minorities?
是的 其中有七个金币 Yes, and there are seven Kinh among them.
每天照看一整节课 一定很累 It must be tiring, taking care of a whole class every day.
一点也不 我真的很高兴 Not at all, I'm actually happy
因为我每天都能接近他们 because I get to be close to them every day.
你是对的 You're right.
毕竟 一个人必须像孩子一样纯洁才能进入天国 After all, one must be pure like a child to enter the kingdom of heaven.
呆在这里 和你的朋友和姐妹们一起玩 Stay here and play with your friends and the sisters.
我几天后来接你 好吧? I'll pick you up in a few days. Okay?
我把他的家庭情况告诉了首席修女 I told the head nun about his family circumstances.
令我惊讶的是 她没有收取任何费用 I was surprised that she didn't charge any fees.
你想来玩吗？ Do you want to come and play?
我真的很佩服你和这里的姐妹们 I really admire you and the sisters here.
为什么？ Why?
你按照这三个誓言生活 You live your life according to the three vows.
贞洁、贫穷和顺从 Chastity, poverty and obedience.
是 Yes.
不管怎样 你有Đạo父亲的消息吗？ Anyway, do you have any news of Đạo's father?
我们可以开始绕圈了吗？ Shall we start making a circle?
我们继续绕过去吧 Let's keep going round.
你留着它 You kept it.
你藏得真好 You hid so well.
你可以留着它 You can keep it.
你在哪里买的？ Where did you get it?
这是一个秘密 It's a secret.
“每当铃声响起 "Every time a bell rings
“天使长出了翅膀 ” "an angel gets his wings."
每次我看那部分的时候 Every time I watch that part,
我哭得像个婴儿 I cry like a baby.
为什么他们不再拍那样的电影了？ Why don't they make movies like that anymore?
我也想知道为什么 I wonder why too.
你没有问题吧？ Are you all right?
没关系的 It's okay.
如果你还没准备好 If you're not ready,
我可以等 I can wait.
你在哭吗？ Are you crying?
THảo… Thảo…
不管你爸爸说了什么 whatever your dad said,
别想太多了 don't overthink it.
一旦我到达西贡 我就会找到一份工作 Once I arrive in Saigon, I'll get a job.
你父亲将不得不改变主意 Your dad will have to change his mind.
你会等我吗？ Will you wait for me?
我没有把握 I'm not sure.
我感觉到了 I feel
就像我在漂泊 like I'm drifting.
我发现自己是… I find myself…
麻烦缠身 troubled
然后窒息而死 and suffocated.
就像…一样 As though…
有一片浓密的云层笼罩着我 there's a dense cloud enveloping me.
它阻止了我 It's preventing me
从到达光的地方 from reaching the light.
我不能同时存在于光…中 I cannot exist simultaneously in the light…
在黑暗中 and in the dark.
这个世界… This world…
已经诱惑我很久了 has tempted me long enough.
我必须做出决定 I'll have to decide.
我的爱就像千浪无尽地向往岸边 My love is like a thousand waves Endlessly pining for the shore
重温往日爱情的记忆洪流 Reliving the flood of memories Of love in bygone days
每一个寂寞的夜晚 我仍在为你思念 I still ache for you every lonely night
我对你的爱终究是一样的 即使时间不会褪色 My love for you remains the same After all, even time cannot fade
即使你漂泊在远离我的地方 Even though you're adrift In a place far away from me
亲爱的 我希望你能回到我身边 My darling, I wish you'd find Your way back to my side
在无数个寂寞的夜晚 On countless lonely nights
我在老街上寻找你 I search for you on the old street
在那里 我们在一起的夜晚似乎仍然鲜活地闪耀着 There it seems our nights together Still shimmer vividly
在这里 我们交换的吻似乎仍在温暖地喃喃低语 Here, it seems our kisses exchanged Still murmur warmly
我们曾经深爱着对方 We were once that much in love With each other
你和另一个人在遥远的地方 You're faraway with another
你还好吗 亲爱的？ Are you well, my darling?
每过一个悲伤的夜晚 我的心都在为你酸痛 My heart aches for you With each sorrowful night that passes
尽管寒冷的黑暗笼罩着我 Despite the cold darkness creeping over me
我仍然在寻找一张熟悉的过去的脸 I'm still searching For a familiar face from the past
怎么了？ What's wrong?
我不知道 它熄火了 I don't know. It stalled.
汽油似乎在漏水 The gasoline seems to be leaking.
发动机还在启动吗？ Is the engine still starting?
不是的 No.
坚持住 Hang on.
汽油用完了 It ran out of gasoline.
没有汽油吗？ No gasoline?
你们打算去哪儿? Where are you going?
我要去SơnĐIền附近的一个地方 I'm going to a place near Sơn Điền.
就在入口处 Just at the entrance.
-你要去SơnĐIền村吗？-是的 - You're going to Sơn Điền village? - Yes.
我在那里找一个人 I'm looking for someone there.
在S的什么地方ơnĐIền？ Where in Sơn Điền?
在村子的边缘 At the edge of the village.
您说找谁？ Who are you looking for?
我在找我弟弟 I'm looking for my brother.
-他叫什么？-塔姆 - What's his name? - Tâm.
-坦姆？-是的 - Tâm? - Yes.
他住在SơnĐIền附近吗？ Does he live near Sơn Điền?
我不知道 我很久没见过他了 I don't know. I haven't seen him in a long time.
在S附近ơnĐiền Near Sơn Điền.
你住在这个地区吗？ You live in the area?
我也要去SơnĐIền I'm going to Sơn Điền too.
-你是空着的 对吗？-是的 - You're on empty, right? - Yes.
你应该买瓶酒 这里 You should get a bottle. Here.
这是汽油吗-不这是葡萄酒 - This is gasoline? - No, this is wine.
要酒吗？ Wine?
我可不想带着一瓶汽油到处走 I'm not going around with a bottle of gasoline.
-你要去SơnĐIền吗？-是的 - You're going to Sơn Điền? - Yes.
具体在哪里？ Where exactly?
我想就在欢迎标志后面一点 I think a little after the welcome sign.
入口处的牌子吗？ The sign at the entrance?
-是的 就是这样 -对. - Yes, that's right. - Right.
Tám… Tâm…
他在那里做生意吗？ Does he run a business there?
我听说他在养蚕 I heard that he's working in sericulture.
请问您住哪儿？ Where do you live?
我们家以前住在迪林 My family used to live in Di Linh.
但每个人都移民到了美国 所以我搬到了西贡 But everyone migrated to the States, so I moved to Saigon.
我明白了 I see.
试着发动它 我来帮忙从后面推 Try to start it. I'll help push from behind.
好吧 Okay.
让汽油用完 Let the gasoline run down.
油箱被锁住了 The tank is locked.
打开它 慢慢地 Open it. Slowly.
谢谢 Thank you.
你好 你能帮我看一下我的摩托车吗？ Hello, could you take a look at my motorbike?
我一会儿就去查一下 I'll check it in a bit.
好的 All right.
饮料是谁卖的？ Who sells the drinks?
嘿 我们有客人了 Hey, we have a customer.
他想买一杯饮料 He wants to buy a drink.
请稍等 One moment.
打扰了 Excuse me.
你认识这个人吗？ Do you know this man?
他长得像隔壁村子里海太太的儿子Đức He looks like Đức, Mrs. Hai's son from the next village.
你觉得他像Đức吗？ Does he look like Đức to you?
你想吃什么？ What would you like?
-一头红牛 -好的. - A Red Bull. - Okay.
看一看 Have a look.
这个男人长得像海太太的儿子Đức吗？ Does this man look like Đức, Mrs. Hai's son?
他看起来有点像 但那不是他 He looks kind of similar, but that's not him.
-谢谢你.-不客气. - Thank you. - You're welcome.
你好 女士 Hello, madam.
女士 你认识照片里的那个人吗？ Madam, do you know the man in the picture?
你叫什么名字？ What's your name?
我是Thiện I'm Thiện.
Thiện. Thiện.
你现在为什么要找他？ Why are you looking for him now?
你对他了解吗？ Do you know him?
我说的是你 I'm talking about you.
我? Me?
你放弃了你的灵魂吗？ Have you forsaken your soul?
你有太多的负担要承受 You have too many burdens to bear.
有时… Sometimes…
你所需要的只有一件事 all you need is one thing.
别管她 她对每个人都那样说话 Don't mind her. She talks like that to everyone.
没事的 It's all right.
没有人能完全理解 No one can fully empathize
与灵魂同在 with the soul.
这超出了人类的理解 It is beyond human comprehension.
当我的灵魂离开我的身体时 When my soul left my body,
就几秒钟 … just for a few seconds…
我亲眼目睹了灵魂的痛苦 I witnessed the misery of souls.
在这个尘世世界里 In this earthly world,
我闻到一股刺鼻的腐烂气味 I smelt a pungent, rotting odor.
你, You,
你知道为什么我们不能去取吗？ do you know why we can't pick it up?
因为我们已经习惯了 Because we're used to it.
现在, Now,
我们去菜市场转转吧 suppose we go around the wet market.
空气是腐烂的 The air is putrid,
但小贩们甚至闻不到它的味道 but the vendors don't even smell it.
这些灵魂 他们是如此的脆弱 These souls, they are so delicate.
而且失重 And weightless.
但当它们吸入地球的气味时 But when they inhale the scent of this Earth,
他们受苦受难 they suffer.
然而 对他们来说 最大的痛苦 Yet for them, the greatest suffering
就是知道我必须回到这个肉体里 was knowing I had to return to this flesh.
他们的目光充满了深深的哀悼 Their gazes were filled with deep mourning.
我认出了 I recognized
一些我曾经认识的人 some folks I once knew.
他们非常虔诚 充满了美德 They were deeply pious and full of virtue,
但是… but…
他们仍在被清除他们的罪孽 they were still being purged of their sins.
你, You,
他们恳求我 they begged me
劝诫他们的子孙 to exhort their children and grandchildren
虔诚祈祷寻求救赎 to seek salvation by being devoted to prayer
以及参加圣弥撒 and attending the Holy Mass.
当我复活的时候 When I came back to life,
我感觉很痛苦 and I felt so miserable,
我觉得我需要对这件事大声疾呼 I felt I needed to speak up about this.
痛苦的短暂 The brevity of suffering
与永恒的…相比 compared to eternity…
只是转瞬即逝的一刻 is but a fleeting moment,
几乎什么都没有 barely anything.
You… You…
讲给我听听, Tell me,
这对一个人有什么好处？ what shall it profit a man
如果他获得了整个世界 if he gains the whole world
然后失去了自己的灵魂？ and loses his own soul?
Thiện！ Thiện!
进来吧 Come inside.
别害羞 Don't be shy.
请不要拘礼 Make yourself at home.
你看起来真像塔姆 You look so much like Tâm.
我从来不知道坦姆还有个弟弟 I never knew Tâm had a younger brother.
请喝点茶 吃点零食 Please have some tea and snacks.
你每天都带午餐去塔姆吗？ Do you take lunch to Tâm every day?
不 只是有时候 No, only sometimes.
如果他早早去上班 而我又不能按时准备 If he goes to work early and I can't prepare it on time,
我晚些时候把午餐带给他 I take the lunch to him later.
Thiện 你能帮我抱一下他吗？ Thiện, can you help me hold him?
当然 让我来吧 Sure, let me.
稍等片刻 我去准备午餐 然后我们就可以走了 Wait a little while. I'll prepare lunch, then we can go.
他通常这个时候都在这里 He's usually here at this time.
Thiện 请帮我按住他 Thiện, hold him for me, please.
我去四处看看 I'll go look around.
Thiện叔叔！ Uncle Thiện!
醒醒吧 Wake up.
醒醒吧！ Wake up!
到底怎么回事？ What's going on?
你为什么睡在这里？ Why are you sleeping here?
我在等塔姆 I'm waiting for Tâm.
塔姆？泰姆是谁？ Tâm? Who's Tâm?
我不认识这里的任何人 I don't know any Tâm here.
让开 我好把门打开 Move aside so I can open the door.
嘿! Hey!
你为什么还在这里？ Why are you still here?
所以 这里没有叫塔姆的人？ So, there's no one named Tâm here?
没有这样的人 这是我的农场 No such person. This is my farm.
把你的摩托车挪开 我好开门 Move your motorbike so I can open the door.